Thought this would get betterBut it only seems to worsen as the days passMy happiness has deceased,I knew it wouldn't lastThe anger has built up inside,I'm ready to break looseI won't be able to take much more of this abuseMy body's twitching, mind gone blankI'm outraged by all the pain that I've gone throughI've put up afront with nowhere to run toEyes as red as blood, mascara down my faceI'm gone, discharged from this placeMy brain has decomposed from all this messSome people just weren't meant to be happy I guessI wish I knew the answers I wish I knew how to fix itI wonder what's wrongday in and day outwhat do I need to do different?How do I need to act? Should I be someone else?Or should I just give up?but that's not my nature I'm a fighternot a snail that crawls into my shellHow come I want to hide?How come I want to run?I want to get away,far away from herewhere no one knows meand no one will judge meIs there such a place?I don't think there isbut one can always hope hope for the better & not for the worst..
Later ; Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ; (0) Comment-O!